Besfren ku Ellia dan ofismet nyer, amira mengajak ku ke taman negara. Arny pon join sekali. memang la berperasaan nak pegi taman negara sebab, kata orang pahang, takan tak pernah gi taman negara kot? so lepas ni, taman negara adalah salah satu tempat yang aku pernah kunjungi.

memang sangat seronok bila kata nak gi taman negara, dengan perasaan yang bersungguh2, tido rumah Ellia kat Vista angkasa malam sebelumnya tu, dengan tolong arny buat ribbon, dengan keluar awal2 ke tol gombak dan berkenalan dengan kawan2 baru, memang seronok rasanyer. lagi2 lps balek dari taman negara tu, aku dah plan nak balek temerloh, tengok my nephew.

naik kereta berkonvoi ke taman negara, kereta2 yg join konvoi semua ikat ribbon yg arny buat. kool giler. arny dah terasa bangga produk yg dibuat di gantung di setiap motokar. aku ngn ellia tumpang gembira jugak la sebab tolong arny sket2 buat ribbon.

dah smpai kuala tahan, terasa bangga giler. setelah 25 tahun aku hidup di bumi malaysia, akhirnyer aku berjaya jugak bertapak di bumi kuala tahan. lps makan lunch, kitorg check in and prepare ke gua telinga.

Nak ke gua telinga, kene naik bot. adalah lah dalam 5 minit. lpas tu kene berjalan lebey kurang 1km. sebelum smpai gua telinga, sempat gak la singgah perkampungan orang asli. Wow.. diorang dah modern, pakai earings ok! berkemban dan pakai earings.. kool giler.. mcm artis2 kiter gi majlis anugerah bintang fofular..

Gua telinga agak sempit. org yg bawak kitorg dah pesan, sapa2 yg agak2 berisi atau dalam bahasa yang lebih difahami, gemuk, tak digalakkan masuk sebab takut tersepit. so, since aku perasan aku ni kurus lagik, aku tetap gak masuk ke gua telinga tu. mcm gua2 yg lain di msia, kelawar, gelap dan bau hancing adalah perkara wajib yg perlu ader dalam gua dan gua telinga tak terkecuali.

malam selepas dinner, plan nak night walk. konon2 nyer nk admire the insects. mula2 malas nak join sebab rasa mcm malas sebab penat pegi gua telinga pon tak hilang lagik. tp bila diorang ckp night walk ni tak la se "adventurous" jalan ke gua telinga, kitorg pon dengan berat langkah, ikut jer la.. tp ya, ia agak menyeronokkan. diperkenalkan dengan pelbagai insects dan yg plg aku igt ialah burung murai malu. so cute macam hamster.

esok nyer plan gi canopy walk. hurmmm memang menakutkan.. sabor jer la.. tapi sebab konon2 nak menimba pengalaman, cewahhh skema ayat.. tetap ku gagahi juga perjalanan melalui canopy walk. lps tu kitorg di bawa ker mana ntah (tetiber tak igt).. tempat tu ader air terjun. so sapa2 nak mandi, memang boleh mandi tapi aku and da geng tak mandi but we just admire the river.

lps tu, kitorg check out and mira terus memecut laju ke rumah aku di temerloh Pahang. aku dah pesan kat mak masak ikan patin, atas permintaan amira. spt biasa, mak aku kool, sedia memasakkan ikan patin utk mereka. aku pesan diorang mkn byk2. suker aku tgk sebab masing2 begitu berselera makan masakan mak aku.

wahhhh jalan citer macam tadek yang sadis kan ? aku memang tak suka aktiviti love the nature ni. tp disebabkan at least nak ader pengalaman, aku join gak membe2 gi taman negara. so, ini adalah salah satu citer sadisnyer, aku terpaksa join aktiviti yg aku tak berapa nak suker. tp thanks to arny, el and mira yg berjaya mengentalkan semangat aku utk terus beraktiviti. thanks korang!!

apa lagik yang sadis ? kasut sukan aku yg buat hal masa kat gua telinga. dalam gua telinga tu, ader hati kasut aku punyer tapak nak tertanggal. aku sangat la sakit hati bercampur geram. aku nyampah kasut sukan aku. kalau la aku ader super power, memang aku curse kasut aku. nak tak nak, aku terpaksa cabut tapak kaki kasut aku tu. aku siap dengar lagik bdk ckp "mcm pernah ku lihat adegan ini tapi di mana ya?" seb baik kasut mahal. walaupon tapak tertanggal, tapak still tebal. tp yg aku takut, tergelincir di mana2.

tu tak cukup sadis.. setelah sekian lama aku tak dinodai, akhirnya aku dinodai oleh lintah/pacat yang sangat hampeh.. habis madu sepah di buang. yang aku tau, bila nak remove kasut jer, sock aku yang putih melepak tu bertukar menjadi merah. darah tak berhenti2 mengalir kat area buku lali. dah ader darah beku pon, bila kiter remove darah beku the next morning, darah still lagi mengalir. bila tny ayah, ayah ckp tu mungkin kene urat. sebab tu walaupon kat luar darah dah kering, tp bila kiter bersihkan darah beku tu, still ader darah yang mengalir.

well... apa yg lagik sadis ehh?? owhhh bila aku tau aku dapat nephew dan tak boleh balek terus sebab kene teruskan misi ke taman negara. sedey tak ?? sangat la sedey.. tp tak per lah, takdek rezeki nak tgk awal2. tp skang aku dah puas tengok dah. tak la berapa nak sedey.

hurmmm ni la kemuncak kesedihan aku kat taman negara. cud u please imagine, ur handphone and ur camera both masuk air. sedey tak? sapa2 tak sedey tu mungkin duit bercepuk kat bank. tu yang tak kesah kalau handphone ngn kamera rosak at the same time. aku sangat la sedey tahap gaban. tgh pikir mcm mana nak carik hp baru. takperlah, tunggu gaji ngn bonus nanti baru pikir nak carik hp baru.

dengan kepelbagaian musibah yg menimpa, agak2, adakah aku akan ke Taman Negara sekali lagik? jawapan nyer mungkin......tidak!!

What is so interesting about Michael Jackson film?



I was not MJ fan. But when my colleagues asked to watch "This is it" i just agreed because i just said to myself, Why not?

It is not a real movie, it is only a recording during the rehearsel of the concert and initially it was only for the personal collection, not for public.

When I watched MJ in this movie, i can see that he is quite fussy, but actually, he was too particular person, even a small2 thing did matter to him.

There has a few scenes that i still remembered. when he did a mistake, he asked to redo again, and he just simply said, thats why we re doing rehearsel. the other thing is, when he asked the musician to follow the music key that he wanted to because he couldnt feel the song. once he said that, then i realized that he was really feel all the songs that he sang. he is really a great3x performer. i felt a lot of regret because i didnt become his fan before.

The other attraction of the movie is .... the male dancers.. they are VERY3x good. demmnn good.. with the mucles, the dance skill.. i give them 11 out of 10 stars because they are the most appropriate dancers to dance together with michael.. they can move like MJ.. even though they are the dancers but still, they are like very "jakun" when watched MJ perform during rehearsel..

Credit to the back up singer too.. they re good too...

Once i went out from the cinema, i promised to myself to get an album of MJ. Even now, im listening to MJ's song.. "Beat it"..

Can i declare that I officially become 1 of the MJ fans?

I read a story from a blog, where i often visit. This story has been spread out via email. Let me share for those who still doesnt read it yet. A touching story..

4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home.

So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bedsheet and blanket!Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation:"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs.

And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....

Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. 'cos he makes me proud too!Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by... Christmas carols and frantic shoppers.... but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control.

Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year.His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy.My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..."After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say....I told my son, " Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly.

On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldnt help opening the letter before they turn to ash.And one of the letters broke my heart....Dear Mummy,I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldnt help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why havent you appear?After reading the letter, I cant stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....

For the females with children:Don't do so much overtime. If you cannot finish the work, it must be some kind of problems within the company, and it is not your sole problem. Feedback to your boss. Endless overtime may not necessary be the answer to the problem. Take care of your health so that you can treasure and take care of your little precious.For the married men:Drink less, smoke less, cos nothing can replace your good health, not even business nor clients.Try thinking this way, are you able to work till your clients are totally dependent on you? or your boss is totally dependent on you? In this society, no one is indispensable.Take care of your health, so that you can take care of your little precious and your loved ones.For those singles out there:Beauty lies in loving yourself first.With confidence and loving yourself, you will see the beauty in other things around you. You will be able to work better and happier. Don't let your health be affected by your work or your boss, so nothing matters more than your well being.

hurmmm...

Dunno how to express my happiness.. I am so happy to become auntie to my nephew. He is so cute..

Baby tido dengan mulut ternganga?

Baby tengah mencelikkan mata nyer ? Maybe he noticed his uncle was snapping his picture.